[Stahn's...always so warm and considerate. Always, and forever. So even with how Stahn's disheveled appearance speeds up Leon's pulse (he can feel it, he can feel the way his breathing picks up despite himself, how he wants to start something again even with how his limbs groan a little--), Leon can only slump against Stahn's chest, into the hug.
It's warm and comfortable, and he can only sigh at that, softly, allowing himself to settle properly.
It's fine... they can talk it over, perhaps, and figure out what they want from here (even though it was pretty clear just a few moments ago that they both want this--but maybe they can figure out together what they want "this" to be) and then...next time.
Next time, they'll both be more prepared.]
Mm. [He can only acknowledge that with a soft hum, relaxing bit by bit.] As I said, it is good to be back.
[...The physical affection took the edge off of his desperation, but when he thinks back to what could have happened, his fingers tighten again in Stahn's shirt, even as he tightens his hold. He's so glad to be back here with Stahn.... more so than he thinks Stahn could ever really know.]
But even so, I do not intend to wait for long.
[There's that for certain, even if it's only said quietly. Maybe this can wait, but... only for a little while. Leon fully intends to revisit this when they're both ready and capable, at first opportunity.]
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It's warm and comfortable, and he can only sigh at that, softly, allowing himself to settle properly.
It's fine... they can talk it over, perhaps, and figure out what they want from here (even though it was pretty clear just a few moments ago that they both want this--but maybe they can figure out together what they want "this" to be) and then...next time.
Next time, they'll both be more prepared.]
Mm. [He can only acknowledge that with a soft hum, relaxing bit by bit.] As I said, it is good to be back.
[...The physical affection took the edge off of his desperation, but when he thinks back to what could have happened, his fingers tighten again in Stahn's shirt, even as he tightens his hold. He's so glad to be back here with Stahn.... more so than he thinks Stahn could ever really know.]
But even so, I do not intend to wait for long.
[There's that for certain, even if it's only said quietly. Maybe this can wait, but... only for a little while. Leon fully intends to revisit this when they're both ready and capable, at first opportunity.]