[which means it's fine if leon doesn't start to make any motions to move. stahn himself isn't exactly doing that either, because he wants to stay just like this for as ,long as he can.
he's still perfectly content to gently stroke strands of hair away from leon's face, even as they continuously fall back to the same position. he's content to keep his eyes trained on leon's, studying his every feature and soaking in his appearance while it appears before him. this is good, it's warm and cozy and perfect, and so much of what he wants is within his reach right now. what more could stahn really ask for?
and maybe that's why he doesn't have any good immediate suggestions for what "nice" thing they could do.]
I don't want to waste the day, though. [by which he means, he wants to spend every possible waking moment with leon. it doesn't matter much what they do, does it? it's about being together and enjoying the time they have.
he always misses leon when he's gone, after all. he's never mad that leon has to go, or that sometimes the missions feel impossibly long—stahn would never stand in the way or leon's job or a knights duty in general. he respects that work, even when it means bearing the difficult discomfort of being alone for long periods of time.
though even stahn realizes that for as lonely as he feels, it has to be lonelier for leon. stahn still has marian and the rest of the staff in the manor, he makes friends easily and has time to chat them up. but leon is away from the people who love him and left with nothing but duty.
—it's a passing thought that makes him scoot a bit closer, letting their noses touch lightly while their heads remain on the pillow.] What would you want to do with a day off?
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[which means it's fine if leon doesn't start to make any motions to move. stahn himself isn't exactly doing that either, because he wants to stay just like this for as ,long as he can.
he's still perfectly content to gently stroke strands of hair away from leon's face, even as they continuously fall back to the same position. he's content to keep his eyes trained on leon's, studying his every feature and soaking in his appearance while it appears before him. this is good, it's warm and cozy and perfect, and so much of what he wants is within his reach right now. what more could stahn really ask for?
and maybe that's why he doesn't have any good immediate suggestions for what "nice" thing they could do.]
I don't want to waste the day, though. [by which he means, he wants to spend every possible waking moment with leon. it doesn't matter much what they do, does it? it's about being together and enjoying the time they have.
he always misses leon when he's gone, after all. he's never mad that leon has to go, or that sometimes the missions feel impossibly long—stahn would never stand in the way or leon's job or a knights duty in general. he respects that work, even when it means bearing the difficult discomfort of being alone for long periods of time.
though even stahn realizes that for as lonely as he feels, it has to be lonelier for leon. stahn still has marian and the rest of the staff in the manor, he makes friends easily and has time to chat them up. but leon is away from the people who love him and left with nothing but duty.
—it's a passing thought that makes him scoot a bit closer, letting their noses touch lightly while their heads remain on the pillow.] What would you want to do with a day off?