[that's probably not the only thing he's making hard right now, honestly.]
It's nothing! Hahah... Don't worry about it, I'm okay.
[he's fine! this is fine!
except he is thinking about the previous night and also a little about right now and just how easily things could take such a different direction if they allowed it. but they're not even doing anything to warrant that, and stahn knows that it probably wouldn't help the situation.
it's something they need to talk about at some point, but not right now. not like this. so stahn is going to try and just get off the topic. the more leon tries to figure it out, the most stahn can't stop thinking about just putting his hands all over leon this way.
he forces a smile (only forced in that he's trying to force away how flustered he is), shaking his head a bit).]
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It's nothing! Hahah... Don't worry about it, I'm okay.
[he's fine! this is fine!
except he is thinking about the previous night and also a little about right now and just how easily things could take such a different direction if they allowed it. but they're not even doing anything to warrant that, and stahn knows that it probably wouldn't help the situation.
it's something they need to talk about at some point, but not right now. not like this. so stahn is going to try and just get off the topic. the more leon tries to figure it out, the most stahn can't stop thinking about just putting his hands all over leon this way.
he forces a smile (only forced in that he's trying to force away how flustered he is), shaking his head a bit).]
You can keep doing what you were doing...