[no... that's not really what stahn wants at all. even if he's flustered by the positioning and the fact that leon is completely clueless as to why he's flustered, he still doesn't want leon to get up.
getting up means starting the day properly, it means having to be more reserved with their feelings and general.. well, everything. so stahn scrunches his nose a bit at the suggestion. even if it probably would be better for his heart rate for leon to get off of him... he still doesn't want that. especially not when leon is so confused.
it would also probably be better to let it go, especially after he's insisted that nothing is wrong (nothing is wrong, but-), but stahn can't do that. for some reason, it feels a little dishonest. he doesn't have the words though, so he seeks out leons hands, guiding them to his chest to feel the way stahn's heart is beating. it's racing, pounding hard enough that it seems like his chest could explode. ...he may just be a little worked up right now.]
You... don't usually sit that way, Leon. [THERE. somehow, he said it.
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getting up means starting the day properly, it means having to be more reserved with their feelings and general.. well, everything. so stahn scrunches his nose a bit at the suggestion. even if it probably would be better for his heart rate for leon to get off of him... he still doesn't want that. especially not when leon is so confused.
it would also probably be better to let it go, especially after he's insisted that nothing is wrong (nothing is wrong, but-), but stahn can't do that. for some reason, it feels a little dishonest. he doesn't have the words though, so he seeks out leons hands, guiding them to his chest to feel the way stahn's heart is beating. it's racing, pounding hard enough that it seems like his chest could explode. ...he may just be a little worked up right now.]
You... don't usually sit that way, Leon. [THERE. somehow, he said it.
kind of.
talking about this kind of thing is difficult.]