[Stahn still too good for this world (though less pure); Leon watches him carefully as he tries to find words (and there is a part of him that feels a little guilty about it, because he knows this can't be easy to talk about at all, and he knows entirely where this is going. But he needs to hear it from Stahn to be entirely sure, to know that this is what Stahn wants as well in the end, because even if Leon doesn't really know how to handle this sort of thing himself, he knows he wants it.
How could he not, when there's so much about Stahn he wants and loves?
How could he not, when Stahn's sleepy smile, and Stahn's bright blue eyes, and even the way that Stahn looks so sheepish and embarrassed here and now just make Leon so much surer that he wants everything about him?
The attraction is very much a mutual thing, there's no doubt about that; Leon looks down at Stahn from his position on top and knows that he enjoys this view, even as he wonders, too, what it would be like in the reverse. So when Stahn looks embarrassed like that, trying so hard to make words meet on a topic that neither of them really knows how to talk about, Leon just...pauses. And then his lips twitch into the briefest of smiles (it's cruel to be amused right now when Stahn's so embarrassed, but he really is), before he nods.]
I'd thought it was something like that. [But he needed to hear it in Stahn's voice. And now he knows completely and positively, for sure.] Not...this morning; we have already remained in bed far too long. But...
[It's Leon's turn to struggle for words, but... hasn't he always just gone for it when there was something he wanted? This is no different, even if he has to clamp down on his awkwardness to even get the words out.]
... I would not...be opposed at another time.
[Because honestly? He feels the same way, even if it's impossible for him to put that into words.]
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How could he not, when there's so much about Stahn he wants and loves?
How could he not, when Stahn's sleepy smile, and Stahn's bright blue eyes, and even the way that Stahn looks so sheepish and embarrassed here and now just make Leon so much surer that he wants everything about him?
The attraction is very much a mutual thing, there's no doubt about that; Leon looks down at Stahn from his position on top and knows that he enjoys this view, even as he wonders, too, what it would be like in the reverse. So when Stahn looks embarrassed like that, trying so hard to make words meet on a topic that neither of them really knows how to talk about, Leon just...pauses. And then his lips twitch into the briefest of smiles (it's cruel to be amused right now when Stahn's so embarrassed, but he really is), before he nods.]
I'd thought it was something like that. [But he needed to hear it in Stahn's voice. And now he knows completely and positively, for sure.] Not...this morning; we have already remained in bed far too long. But...
[It's Leon's turn to struggle for words, but... hasn't he always just gone for it when there was something he wanted? This is no different, even if he has to clamp down on his awkwardness to even get the words out.]
... I would not...be opposed at another time.
[Because honestly? He feels the same way, even if it's impossible for him to put that into words.]