[Everything Stahn is saying is perfectly, painfully earnest, and with Stahn's arms around him and Stahn's face in his hair, Leon can't do anything but slump into his hold. Because he's right. Life's too short, and anything could happen now. They have no idea what will come next. They have no idea if they'll all be okay--though Stahn has to be, Leon shies away from any thoughts that he wouldn't--and so... why hide it?
Leon thinks about it for a long moment, considering it, and then he huffs out a frustrated breath (frustrated with himself, and the situation, and everything that's happened and their feelings) and then he pulls away so that Stahn can't hide his face anymore, burying his fingers into Stahn's hair and keeping him in place so he can press their lips together.
It's a kiss that shows his frustration with himself and the situation in equal measure; he hates that they can't properly have this conversation without feeling pushed into it. But it's also gentle, because this morning... Leon wants to take care of Stahn, and everything Stahn's said has resonated.
When he breaks away, it's only a few inches, and when he speaks, it's quietly.]
When we have both survived this situation, we can discuss it further.
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Leon thinks about it for a long moment, considering it, and then he huffs out a frustrated breath (frustrated with himself, and the situation, and everything that's happened and their feelings) and then he pulls away so that Stahn can't hide his face anymore, burying his fingers into Stahn's hair and keeping him in place so he can press their lips together.
It's a kiss that shows his frustration with himself and the situation in equal measure; he hates that they can't properly have this conversation without feeling pushed into it. But it's also gentle, because this morning... Leon wants to take care of Stahn, and everything Stahn's said has resonated.
When he breaks away, it's only a few inches, and when he speaks, it's quietly.]
When we have both survived this situation, we can discuss it further.
[Because they'll both be fine.]