it's strange, feeling the roles getting reversed like this—that's what stahn thinks. he's usually in enough control of his emotions to not be so weak, so vulnerable...
and even though leon isn't taking advantage of it by any means, the strange feeling makes him want to dip his head again. stahn will be okay, but right now, he's tired and drained emotionally, and it's hard for him to process what he should and shouldn't be doing right now. he appreciate's leon's efforts though, because he can feel the sincerity behind them. he swallows thickly, nodding his head.
this role reversal isn't getting any easier.]
Right. I just thought— [that saying what he felt now would clear up what he wanted.
but stahn shakes the thought off, knowing it's not what leon wants to hear right now.]
Mm... We'll talk about later. When... this is all over.
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[why does he feel so sheepish?
it's strange, feeling the roles getting reversed like this—that's what stahn thinks. he's usually in enough control of his emotions to not be so weak, so vulnerable...
and even though leon isn't taking advantage of it by any means, the strange feeling makes him want to dip his head again. stahn will be okay, but right now, he's tired and drained emotionally, and it's hard for him to process what he should and shouldn't be doing right now. he appreciate's leon's efforts though, because he can feel the sincerity behind them. he swallows thickly, nodding his head.
this role reversal isn't getting any easier.]
Right. I just thought— [that saying what he felt now would clear up what he wanted.
but stahn shakes the thought off, knowing it's not what leon wants to hear right now.]
Mm... We'll talk about later. When... this is all over.