[well, at least it's opening up some kind of dialogue here.]
Me neither. I mean—I did, but... I always thought that was part of settling down and starting a family. Before. Now...
[now, he doesn't quite see it that way, but he can't get the imagery out of his head. so admitting it all is pretty difficult for him too.
it's definitely a bit strange to say "i thought about getting married, but not to you, even if stahn only means that his initial thoughts of that lifestyle had been pretty narrow before now. but leon had made him change his mind about a lot, since he had to be so much more flexible to accommodate leon's boundaries.]
Ah, I— [he's still sputtering here. he's sputtering and blushing and completely unable to look at leon because he's so embarrassed by this topic.
leave him here to die, this is fine. who needs to live when they're this embarrassed?]
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Me neither. I mean—I did, but... I always thought that was part of settling down and starting a family. Before. Now...
[now, he doesn't quite see it that way, but he can't get the imagery out of his head. so admitting it all is pretty difficult for him too.
it's definitely a bit strange to say "i thought about getting married, but not to you, even if stahn only means that his initial thoughts of that lifestyle had been pretty narrow before now. but leon had made him change his mind about a lot, since he had to be so much more flexible to accommodate leon's boundaries.]
Ah, I— [he's still sputtering here. he's sputtering and blushing and completely unable to look at leon because he's so embarrassed by this topic.
leave him here to die, this is fine. who needs to live when they're this embarrassed?]