We can still thank you for making sure we had a chance to do any of those things at all.
[that much is due to leon, because they never would have made it out of the cave alive if he hadn't stayed behind to operate the lift. it's still something that tugs at stahn's heart a bit. even if judas is here beside him, those are wounds that never heal completely.]
I'm not really sure what would have happened if we didn't lean on each other. Even back then... before I knew I wanted to stay with Rutee... we made a promise. We went back there, and we promised not to forget, but... to still keep moving forward with our heads up.
[it's something else he wants to judas to know. they mourned—they mourned a lot and they really and sincerely always loved him. but they grew and didn't let it consume them, and they found ways to keep to going even when things hurt. obviously, judas can see where those results led, but it's okay, right? it's okay to tell him of the things they felt back then.]
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[that much is due to leon, because they never would have made it out of the cave alive if he hadn't stayed behind to operate the lift. it's still something that tugs at stahn's heart a bit. even if judas is here beside him, those are wounds that never heal completely.]
I'm not really sure what would have happened if we didn't lean on each other. Even back then... before I knew I wanted to stay with Rutee... we made a promise. We went back there, and we promised not to forget, but... to still keep moving forward with our heads up.
[it's something else he wants to judas to know. they mourned—they mourned a lot and they really and sincerely always loved him. but they grew and didn't let it consume them, and they found ways to keep to going even when things hurt. obviously, judas can see where those results led, but it's okay, right? it's okay to tell him of the things they felt back then.]