[for a moment, stahn isn't quite sure what to think... but as he realizes that leon is taking some initiative, that he's undressing himself the remainder of the way. and obviously this way, it's hard for him not to catch a glimpse at the whole of leon's body this way...
and it's honestly something that's captivating to him. he knows how much he loves leon, how attracted he is to him—so being able to see him at his most vulnerable is something that's honestly kind of breathtaking. leon... leon really trusts him completely, he has to in order to be willing to do this. it's a bit touching and almost overwhelming in a sense, because the pure amount of trust that leon has in him tugs at his heart a bit. but that's not all that's on his mind, not when he can fully see leon—and it just makes him want leon more.
so when leon regains his position nestled against's stahn's body, the first thing stahn does isn't make an effort to explore these new parts. it's to cup leon's cheeks in his hands and share a warm, deep kiss with him. stahn's overwhelmed right now in the sense that this is all so new, in that he wants leon so much; even if they're both feeling their way through this and trying to figure out all the right beats along the way, there's no question in his mind that this is right.]
I... [he breaths an utterance against leon's lips when he pulls back, and in some sort of haze he realizes he's about to finish that sentence with words that don't need saying right now. "i love you," really does sit as the edge of his tongue, so stahn decides to silence the words with actions, kissing leon again. and this time, his hands wander, touching leon's skin gently, trailing down his neck to his chest and back to his hips.
things can't stay this way though; stahn is still half-clothed, and it's unfair. so he moves his hand to pull it back towards himself to unbuckle his belt...
but in doing so, his hand accidentally raises the stakes on intimacy as it grazes leon along the way.
—and stahn is immediately unsure of whether to acknowledge that or to press forward with what he was doing, so he tenses, just slightly.]
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and it's honestly something that's captivating to him. he knows how much he loves leon, how attracted he is to him—so being able to see him at his most vulnerable is something that's honestly kind of breathtaking. leon... leon really trusts him completely, he has to in order to be willing to do this. it's a bit touching and almost overwhelming in a sense, because the pure amount of trust that leon has in him tugs at his heart a bit. but that's not all that's on his mind, not when he can fully see leon—and it just makes him want leon more.
so when leon regains his position nestled against's stahn's body, the first thing stahn does isn't make an effort to explore these new parts. it's to cup leon's cheeks in his hands and share a warm, deep kiss with him. stahn's overwhelmed right now in the sense that this is all so new, in that he wants leon so much; even if they're both feeling their way through this and trying to figure out all the right beats along the way, there's no question in his mind that this is right.]
I... [he breaths an utterance against leon's lips when he pulls back, and in some sort of haze he realizes he's about to finish that sentence with words that don't need saying right now. "i love you," really does sit as the edge of his tongue, so stahn decides to silence the words with actions, kissing leon again. and this time, his hands wander, touching leon's skin gently, trailing down his neck to his chest and back to his hips.
things can't stay this way though; stahn is still half-clothed, and it's unfair. so he moves his hand to pull it back towards himself to unbuckle his belt...
but in doing so, his hand accidentally raises the stakes on intimacy as it grazes leon along the way.
—and stahn is immediately unsure of whether to acknowledge that or to press forward with what he was doing, so he tenses, just slightly.]