[It settles him, the fact that Stahn's very first action after he undresses himself the rest of the way is to...simply cup his cheeks and press his lips against Leon's. This is something he can handle, and the fact that Stahn's first instinct is something so innocent and sweet--
Leon melts into the kiss, because it's safe and familiar and 100% Stahn being Stahn, and that's something he can handle. He knows he wants the rest as well, he does, but it's also all new to him, and it's hard not to be nervous and a little uncertain of exactly where they're going from here, or exactly what they're going to do.
Leon trusts Stan--he trusts him with everything, as his current vulnerable position makes very clear--but he still wants this to go well, and it's hard not to be a little nervous about the fact that he's completely new to this. Even knowing Stahn is as well... Leon doesn't like being oblivious or incompetent.
But Stahn just kisses him, and then again, and Leon kisses back, thoroughly and entirely pliantly, focused completely on that, so when Stahn's hand grazes against him, he's really not prepared for it at all. There's a choked off noise that he makes into the kiss, before he breaks away from it to breathe out a shuddering breath, even as a shiver goes down his spine. It wasn't even that much, honestly--just a touch, just a slight graze--but it's a promise of something else, and something completely new, and between the two of those things, it's pretty overwhelming.
But it hasn't missed his own notice that his hips shifted forward too, despite himself, searching for more than just a light graze, and Leon breathes out another shuddering breath before he has to accept that for all of his uncertainties (and Stahn's as well), their bodies know what they want--and he's not going to hold back, not after he made such a demonstration of telling Stahn not to do so.
So instead, he lifts his head again to press his lips to Stahn's, lingering and thorough, even as he reaches with his hands to slide his fingers lightly around Stahn's back and down to slip somewhat beneath his belt and pants as well. He doesn't want to get in the way of Stahn fumbling with his pants, but he does want to make it clear that he's ready to go forward with this--at least, as far forward as they know what they're doing.]
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Leon melts into the kiss, because it's safe and familiar and 100% Stahn being Stahn, and that's something he can handle. He knows he wants the rest as well, he does, but it's also all new to him, and it's hard not to be nervous and a little uncertain of exactly where they're going from here, or exactly what they're going to do.
Leon trusts Stan--he trusts him with everything, as his current vulnerable position makes very clear--but he still wants this to go well, and it's hard not to be a little nervous about the fact that he's completely new to this. Even knowing Stahn is as well... Leon doesn't like being oblivious or incompetent.
But Stahn just kisses him, and then again, and Leon kisses back, thoroughly and entirely pliantly, focused completely on that, so when Stahn's hand grazes against him, he's really not prepared for it at all. There's a choked off noise that he makes into the kiss, before he breaks away from it to breathe out a shuddering breath, even as a shiver goes down his spine. It wasn't even that much, honestly--just a touch, just a slight graze--but it's a promise of something else, and something completely new, and between the two of those things, it's pretty overwhelming.
But it hasn't missed his own notice that his hips shifted forward too, despite himself, searching for more than just a light graze, and Leon breathes out another shuddering breath before he has to accept that for all of his uncertainties (and Stahn's as well), their bodies know what they want--and he's not going to hold back, not after he made such a demonstration of telling Stahn not to do so.
So instead, he lifts his head again to press his lips to Stahn's, lingering and thorough, even as he reaches with his hands to slide his fingers lightly around Stahn's back and down to slip somewhat beneath his belt and pants as well. He doesn't want to get in the way of Stahn fumbling with his pants, but he does want to make it clear that he's ready to go forward with this--at least, as far forward as they know what they're doing.]