[stahn himself is cautious in sitting up, very noticably so in that he's trying so hard to be mindful of... well, what a mess he is. he keeps his hand close to his torso, scrunching his nose a little because... it's kind of gross.
but also because leon is making a suggestion that while a natural one, is not really satisfactory.]
Mm... [he hums, but he doesn't seem very quest to actually move. his brows furrow and for a moment, he looks pretty concentrated, like he's using all the brain power he has left to figure out what he wants right now. he's honestly concentrated enough that he misses the way leon checks him out—something he'd honestly be sad to know he missed (while also embarrassed; is that something even worth looking at? he isn't sure).]
No... [he's not accepting going first.] You should come with me.
[it's a bold statement... but stahn isn't really one to shy away from what he wants. and what he wants right now is to be close to leon. he doesn't want to be apart for even a second after that, because he's afraid that euphoric feeling my fade too soon otherwise. for the first time since this relationship started, he's telling leon exactly what he wants despite it being something that pushes boundaries; for the first time, he's being that selfish and not hesitating in fear of leon balking and rejecting him. he has no idea if that's a good move to make but...
leon said he doesn't always have to hold back... he's hoping that means at times like this, that holds true.]
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but also because leon is making a suggestion that while a natural one, is not really satisfactory.]
Mm... [he hums, but he doesn't seem very quest to actually move. his brows furrow and for a moment, he looks pretty concentrated, like he's using all the brain power he has left to figure out what he wants right now. he's honestly concentrated enough that he misses the way leon checks him out—something he'd honestly be sad to know he missed (while also embarrassed; is that something even worth looking at? he isn't sure).]
No... [he's not accepting going first.] You should come with me.
[it's a bold statement... but stahn isn't really one to shy away from what he wants. and what he wants right now is to be close to leon. he doesn't want to be apart for even a second after that, because he's afraid that euphoric feeling my fade too soon otherwise. for the first time since this relationship started, he's telling leon exactly what he wants despite it being something that pushes boundaries; for the first time, he's being that selfish and not hesitating in fear of leon balking and rejecting him. he has no idea if that's a good move to make but...
leon said he doesn't always have to hold back... he's hoping that means at times like this, that holds true.]