[it's so warm, and intimate in ways that stahn himself never really anticipated. the sort of huge he's given leon so many times before feels completely different when they're both so bare and exposed, but all the same... it feels comfortable and it feels right.
he doesn't feel exposed so much as he feels completely comfortable in ways he never expected to be able to. it's different than the kind of horsing around at the hotsprings, with towel-pulling and guys just being guys with no real care for the exposure; this is intimate and full of love. it's knowing that from the way leon leans into him and touches his arm that he's completely comfortable and not just trying to appease stahn. it's the knowing that they've opened up doors tonight that won't be closed again.
it's the knowing that as much as he's known for a while that he loves leon, and that leon loves him, they took a step forward that there won't be any turning back from—not that he'd even want to, of course.]
You know... [he speaks softly, hugging a big closer and resting his cheek against leon's head.] I'm really happy this way.
[even though that much is probably obvious, he still wants to say it. he still wants leon to know how far his happiness runs right now.]
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he doesn't feel exposed so much as he feels completely comfortable in ways he never expected to be able to. it's different than the kind of horsing around at the hotsprings, with towel-pulling and guys just being guys with no real care for the exposure; this is intimate and full of love. it's knowing that from the way leon leans into him and touches his arm that he's completely comfortable and not just trying to appease stahn. it's the knowing that they've opened up doors tonight that won't be closed again.
it's the knowing that as much as he's known for a while that he loves leon, and that leon loves him, they took a step forward that there won't be any turning back from—not that he'd even want to, of course.]
You know... [he speaks softly, hugging a big closer and resting his cheek against leon's head.] I'm really happy this way.
[even though that much is probably obvious, he still wants to say it. he still wants leon to know how far his happiness runs right now.]