[somehow... that's almost a little more embarrassing to stahn. it's hard for him to meet leon's gaze like this, because leon is watching him this way.
it's nice, but it's also embarrassing. it's not even that he's completely uncomfortable with leon seeing him; in this position, he can see all of leon too and he appreciates the fact that leon seems comfortable enough with it now. but he's just not used to leon watching him at all—he's usually occupied with so much else that there's no time to stare.
stahn's not used to being watched, that's all it boils down to.]
It'll get too cold if we stay too long... I don't want you to catch a chill. [okay, and maybe he also just doesn't want to be this far away from leon; even if they're still in the same tub, he can't wrap his arms around leon in this position and frankly?
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it's nice, but it's also embarrassing. it's not even that he's completely uncomfortable with leon seeing him; in this position, he can see all of leon too and he appreciates the fact that leon seems comfortable enough with it now. but he's just not used to leon watching him at all—he's usually occupied with so much else that there's no time to stare.
stahn's not used to being watched, that's all it boils down to.]
It'll get too cold if we stay too long... I don't want you to catch a chill. [okay, and maybe he also just doesn't want to be this far away from leon; even if they're still in the same tub, he can't wrap his arms around leon in this position and frankly?
that's what he wants to do right now.]