[it's not something stahn would mind talking about at this point—it's been long enough. but remembering it can be hard all the same. so if judas doesn't ask, stahn won't push the sentiments on him further.

he won't say things judas doesn't want to be reminded of, because in a way, it may only hurt him more, right?]

I want you to do whatever you think you need to. I just want to make sure you don't end up hurting yourself more... I want...

I want you to be able to leave that kind of pain with the lives that are also left behind. Some things will always stay, and those things makes you you. But that doesn't mean you have to invite any more hurt into your heart.