[yeah, for once... it's stahn who is embarrassed beyond belief, so he just nods as he wraps the towel around his waist and lets out a quiet sigh.
he's not used to being the one who fumbles so much or so easily gets embarrassed; apparently... even stahn has things he's a little self-conscious about, and in this case, it's being so exposed in front of the person he loves most. while in the heat of the moment, and even with the bathwater partially covering them, it didn't seem to matter all that much...
but stahn is still a kind of sheltered kid that isn't used to this brand of intimacy either. even if he's okay with leon seeing all of him, doing so after a bath, standing there feeling a bit unsure and exposed embarrassed him a lot.
especially in conjunction with just not wanting to be even a foot too far away from leon on a night like this.
at least he looks a little more relaxed this way, even if still embarrassed it ended up this way at all.]
Sorry... I guess it's a little too much for me too right now. [it's been an emotionally overwhelming night, even if it's in the best way possible.
he's... in love.
he's disgustingly in love and it's hard to contain all of that while also wanting to put his best face forward to make that person he loves proud and comfortable too.]
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he's not used to being the one who fumbles so much or so easily gets embarrassed; apparently... even stahn has things he's a little self-conscious about, and in this case, it's being so exposed in front of the person he loves most. while in the heat of the moment, and even with the bathwater partially covering them, it didn't seem to matter all that much...
but stahn is still a kind of sheltered kid that isn't used to this brand of intimacy either. even if he's okay with leon seeing all of him, doing so after a bath, standing there feeling a bit unsure and exposed embarrassed him a lot.
especially in conjunction with just not wanting to be even a foot too far away from leon on a night like this.
at least he looks a little more relaxed this way, even if still embarrassed it ended up this way at all.]
Sorry... I guess it's a little too much for me too right now. [it's been an emotionally overwhelming night, even if it's in the best way possible.
he's... in love.
he's disgustingly in love and it's hard to contain all of that while also wanting to put his best face forward to make that person he loves proud and comfortable too.]