[stahn's quick to clarify, doing so as he dips his head a bit to make it easier for leon to dry his hair (which feels good. this is good. more of this, please.), but he sighs quietly as he tries to find the right words.]
I was okay before, but then you got up so quickly and I—
[yeah. this is still embarrassing and new so he sounds a bit sheepish as he makes this admission.] I didn't want to be too far away...
[it sounds stupid out loud, and stahn is wincing a bit because even hearing himself say that is embarrassing.] Heh... Then I was just standing out there with everything...
[which is to say it was being exposed after being so embarrassed at how desperately he wanted to stay close to leon that compounded everything. stahn wants to be honest about this though, because tonight... leon was so honest with him and it brought them to amazing places. the least he can do in return is be honest.]
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[stahn's quick to clarify, doing so as he dips his head a bit to make it easier for leon to dry his hair (which feels good. this is good. more of this, please.), but he sighs quietly as he tries to find the right words.]
I was okay before, but then you got up so quickly and I—
[yeah. this is still embarrassing and new so he sounds a bit sheepish as he makes this admission.] I didn't want to be too far away...
[it sounds stupid out loud, and stahn is wincing a bit because even hearing himself say that is embarrassing.] Heh... Then I was just standing out there with everything...
[which is to say it was being exposed after being so embarrassed at how desperately he wanted to stay close to leon that compounded everything. stahn wants to be honest about this though, because tonight... leon was so honest with him and it brought them to amazing places. the least he can do in return is be honest.]
I guess it was just a lot at once...