[stahn repeats the name, turning to look at leon from where he stands. he's making his attempt to grab his own clothing (or... a pair of pants, at least), but the choked way in which leon responds feels... a bit out of place compared to their conversations from inside the bathroom.
stahn himself feels a bit more at ease, not wanting to dwell on his own insecurity. leon was okay with this, and he did everything he could to assure stahn—and that was enough. he trusts leon so wholly that the notion that he isn't judging stahn assures him there's nothing to be judged over. this is new to them both, and they'll find ways to feel out situations and grow more comfortable together.
but now leon is turned away, and his tone sounds like... he's struggling? so naturally, stahn needs to question it, albeit if only by way of gently and curiously stating his name. he probably won't make things any better either if leon is to turn his head at all—
because stahn is absolutely dropping his towel to the floor now so he can put on pants. leon tried to hard to make him feel better, and leon's already seen it all already anyway... so there's no reason to turn away or shy away from it. he wants to get more comfortable being exposed to leon, because he knows the first time won't be the last.
and he wants to be better. he wants to do better, so even if the idea of leon getting the full view is still a little embarrassing, he'll work harder to overcome it, because if there's anyone in the world he wants to be that comfortable with? it's leon. it's always leon, and it's always going to be leon.]
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[stahn repeats the name, turning to look at leon from where he stands. he's making his attempt to grab his own clothing (or... a pair of pants, at least), but the choked way in which leon responds feels... a bit out of place compared to their conversations from inside the bathroom.
stahn himself feels a bit more at ease, not wanting to dwell on his own insecurity. leon was okay with this, and he did everything he could to assure stahn—and that was enough. he trusts leon so wholly that the notion that he isn't judging stahn assures him there's nothing to be judged over. this is new to them both, and they'll find ways to feel out situations and grow more comfortable together.
but now leon is turned away, and his tone sounds like... he's struggling? so naturally, stahn needs to question it, albeit if only by way of gently and curiously stating his name. he probably won't make things any better either if leon is to turn his head at all—
because stahn is absolutely dropping his towel to the floor now so he can put on pants. leon tried to hard to make him feel better, and leon's already seen it all already anyway... so there's no reason to turn away or shy away from it. he wants to get more comfortable being exposed to leon, because he knows the first time won't be the last.
and he wants to be better. he wants to do better, so even if the idea of leon getting the full view is still a little embarrassing, he'll work harder to overcome it, because if there's anyone in the world he wants to be that comfortable with? it's leon. it's always leon, and it's always going to be leon.]