[it's a fine enough response, and it makes it a lot easier for stahn to find the most comfortable position for them both, keeping leon close to him.
it's nice and it's warm; there's something so comfortable about it, especially when he can feel leon's body relaxed against his exposed skin. he loves this. he loves this so much because even with the moments of being unsure up until now...
every feeling, even. whether it was excitement and arousal, being scandalized, nervous or sheepish... somehow, when leon is in his arms this way, stahn feels warm and safe. he feels loved, and he feels like he can give so much love as well. there's something about it all that's so important, because even though they've done this for so many nights, it's different. tonight, it's really different because of everything else that happened.
he feels like he's overflowing. and that's why after a couple of minutes, he draws in a breath as if he's about to say something...
...and then ultimately, says nothing.
because what he wants to say has been sitting on his tongue all night (and maybe even longer than that), but he knows that saying it wouldn't be the right thing to do here and now.]
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it's nice and it's warm; there's something so comfortable about it, especially when he can feel leon's body relaxed against his exposed skin. he loves this. he loves this so much because even with the moments of being unsure up until now...
every feeling, even. whether it was excitement and arousal, being scandalized, nervous or sheepish... somehow, when leon is in his arms this way, stahn feels warm and safe. he feels loved, and he feels like he can give so much love as well. there's something about it all that's so important, because even though they've done this for so many nights, it's different. tonight, it's really different because of everything else that happened.
he feels like he's overflowing. and that's why after a couple of minutes, he draws in a breath as if he's about to say something...
...and then ultimately, says nothing.
because what he wants to say has been sitting on his tongue all night (and maybe even longer than that), but he knows that saying it wouldn't be the right thing to do here and now.]