Leon wakes more slowly than usual, a combined impact of their physical activities and the emotional heaviness attached to them before and after leaving him somewhat tired. So when he does wake up, it's because Stahn's hair is tickling his nose. He wrinkles it, blearily opening an eye and shoving Stahn's hair away.
Stahn being a ridiculously clingy parasite isn't new, honestly. For a moment, Leon doesn't even see anything strange about this morning--aside from shoving all of Stahn's hair away to tuck it on the other side of the bed, Leon's warm and pretty comfortable. He even closes his eyes again to go back to sleep, since he doesn't have to be anywhere early--
And then he remembers, almost unbidden.
He stiffens in Stahn's arms, eyes flying open, and... he's left staring at Stahn's peaceful face again. Ah... hm. It was a lot, there's no doubting that. The way it felt is vividly ingrained into his mind, the way Stahn looked and sounded is distracting, and Leon...well, the first time since they did take that step in intimacy, Leon's actually really thinking about it, and it occurs to him that that step can't be taken back. They really....really did that, and he almost can't believe it, and it leaves him rather painfully overwhelmed. His breath catches a little, even as he searches Stahn's face for some of that reassurance that had been there last night--but there's really nothing to be found, since he's still asleep.
Just a minor panic attack in the morning, it's fine.]
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Leon wakes more slowly than usual, a combined impact of their physical activities and the emotional heaviness attached to them before and after leaving him somewhat tired. So when he does wake up, it's because Stahn's hair is tickling his nose. He wrinkles it, blearily opening an eye and shoving Stahn's hair away.
Stahn being a ridiculously clingy parasite isn't new, honestly. For a moment, Leon doesn't even see anything strange about this morning--aside from shoving all of Stahn's hair away to tuck it on the other side of the bed, Leon's warm and pretty comfortable. He even closes his eyes again to go back to sleep, since he doesn't have to be anywhere early--
And then he remembers, almost unbidden.
He stiffens in Stahn's arms, eyes flying open, and... he's left staring at Stahn's peaceful face again. Ah... hm. It was a lot, there's no doubting that. The way it felt is vividly ingrained into his mind, the way Stahn looked and sounded is distracting, and Leon...well, the first time since they did take that step in intimacy, Leon's actually really thinking about it, and it occurs to him that that step can't be taken back. They really....really did that, and he almost can't believe it, and it leaves him rather painfully overwhelmed. His breath catches a little, even as he searches Stahn's face for some of that reassurance that had been there last night--but there's really nothing to be found, since he's still asleep.
Just a minor panic attack in the morning, it's fine.]