He doesn't want to think that he's a hero himself. He doesn't want to even begin to consider that possibility, because he knows it isn't true.
He doesn't want this at all. More than anything, when he thinks of calling himself a hero or being called a hero...
Judas ducks his head at that, frowning a little, and when he finally responds, it's almost painfully honest, quiet as he is.]
... It makes me feel like a fraud.
[Just as Emilio occasionally makes him feel like a fraud--even though that's his real name. Being called that by everyone....it almost feels like he's pretending to be something he's not. Being called a hero? That just makes it even worse.]
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He doesn't want to think that he's a hero himself. He doesn't want to even begin to consider that possibility, because he knows it isn't true.
He doesn't want this at all. More than anything, when he thinks of calling himself a hero or being called a hero...
Judas ducks his head at that, frowning a little, and when he finally responds, it's almost painfully honest, quiet as he is.]
... It makes me feel like a fraud.
[Just as Emilio occasionally makes him feel like a fraud--even though that's his real name. Being called that by everyone....it almost feels like he's pretending to be something he's not. Being called a hero? That just makes it even worse.]