[Even despite the mess that his emotions are, he starts to settle a little at Stahn's hand on his cheek even so. It's...warm, and familiar and comforting, as Stahn always is, and quietly, Leon relaxes a little, sighing.
It'll...be okay, he thinks.
He doesn't know why or how.
He just knows that....when Stahn's like this, he can believe it. Leon's still not entirely sure how to put into words what he was feeling earlier, or maybe he'd try to explain it to Stahn--but since he's so bad at understanding his emotions, all he can do is shake his head quietly, frowning a little before he sighs.]
I was just...
[Is it a weakness to admit this? He doesn't like keeping things from Stahn, but this feels like it goes against everything he was ever taught as he grew up.
On the other hand... it's not what Stahn believes, and Stahn tends to be right about these sorts of things. It's confusing, but...all he can really do is try.]
...What we did. [He liked it.
He enjoyed it. He wants to try it again.]
It's... fine, isn't it? [He's not putting this into words very well--but for some reason, what he really feels like he needs is some sort of reassurance that it went fine, and...it's okay. They're both happy with it, and they'll both be fine.]
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It'll...be okay, he thinks.
He doesn't know why or how.
He just knows that....when Stahn's like this, he can believe it. Leon's still not entirely sure how to put into words what he was feeling earlier, or maybe he'd try to explain it to Stahn--but since he's so bad at understanding his emotions, all he can do is shake his head quietly, frowning a little before he sighs.]
I was just...
[Is it a weakness to admit this? He doesn't like keeping things from Stahn, but this feels like it goes against everything he was ever taught as he grew up.
On the other hand... it's not what Stahn believes, and Stahn tends to be right about these sorts of things. It's confusing, but...all he can really do is try.]
...What we did. [He liked it.
He enjoyed it. He wants to try it again.]
It's... fine, isn't it? [He's not putting this into words very well--but for some reason, what he really feels like he needs is some sort of reassurance that it went fine, and...it's okay. They're both happy with it, and they'll both be fine.]