[there's a slight chill that traces his spine at the way leon touched his back; it's light and gentle, but the memories of the previous evening remain and he can't help it.
it may not have been intentionally risque, but it still is, just a bit. fortunately (or perhaps unfortunately), stahn is still more focused on the talk that they're having than anything else.
his own touch his gentle, shifting to thread his fingers in leon's hair and keep it away from his face for a moment. even if stahn is a bit embarrassed to be so direct, he wants to look leon in the eyes as he says what he needs to. his own cheeks and ears are red as ever, but stahn clearly looks happy with that quiet declaration, even if leon didn't acknowledge most of what's said.]
...Only with you. [he assures, quiet and firm. there's absolutely no doubt or hesitation, because—] There's nobody else I want to be this way with. I...
I promise. [there's only the slightest hesitation there, and it's not because he has doubts. it's just because he knows that's a very heavy promise, even if it's obvious.
he only loves leon. he only wants to be with leon. leon is the only person he could see himself being intimate with ever. so it's a pretty heavy decision to hammer down just a little while after sunrise, when he's barely even been awake for ten minutes.]
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it may not have been intentionally risque, but it still is, just a bit. fortunately (or perhaps unfortunately), stahn is still more focused on the talk that they're having than anything else.
his own touch his gentle, shifting to thread his fingers in leon's hair and keep it away from his face for a moment. even if stahn is a bit embarrassed to be so direct, he wants to look leon in the eyes as he says what he needs to. his own cheeks and ears are red as ever, but stahn clearly looks happy with that quiet declaration, even if leon didn't acknowledge most of what's said.]
...Only with you. [he assures, quiet and firm. there's absolutely no doubt or hesitation, because—] There's nobody else I want to be this way with. I...
I promise. [there's only the slightest hesitation there, and it's not because he has doubts. it's just because he knows that's a very heavy promise, even if it's obvious.
he only loves leon. he only wants to be with leon. leon is the only person he could see himself being intimate with ever. so it's a pretty heavy decision to hammer down just a little while after sunrise, when he's barely even been awake for ten minutes.]