[It's clear, from the way that Stahn squirms to the way that Stahn can't even form his name properly any longer that Leon's succeeding. It's clear from how Stahn gasps and shudders that he's all too absorbed in what Leon's doing, and for Leon... that's incredibly satisfying.
Just like how he is when he receives any other challenge, this was something he threw himself into full-heartedly; he doesn't do things halfway when they're things he's embraced as important, and this is no different. If anything, this is one of the more important challenges he's taken on--not because of the hand job, which Leon can vaguely acknowledge is just a representation of something bigger--but because of the way that this is honestly an extension of what's most important right now.
It's a demonstration of how much Leon truly loves Stahn, and while it's maybe not something that has crossed his mind in as many words, he knows it nonetheless. Physical intimacy is something they stumbled upon together, which makes it easier for Leon to throw himself into it completely and totally, using it as a stand in for how incapable he is even now at saying that he loves Stahn.
And that's why his movements don't slow. That's why his hand seeks out those sweet spots and tender places, committing them to memory even as he does. That's why Leon's next kiss lingers, eyes sliding half-shut, lips pressed to Stahn's tenderly and lovingly instead of fiercely or with any sort of desperation--
Because he loves Stahn.
And right now, this is how he's found it's easier for him to show it: with a hand wrapped around Stahn, providing all of the friction that he needs to push him over the edge, with a hand exploring Stahn's body with enthusiasm and certain touches, and with his lips pressed ever-so-gently to Stahn's, lovingly.]
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Just like how he is when he receives any other challenge, this was something he threw himself into full-heartedly; he doesn't do things halfway when they're things he's embraced as important, and this is no different. If anything, this is one of the more important challenges he's taken on--not because of the hand job, which Leon can vaguely acknowledge is just a representation of something bigger--but because of the way that this is honestly an extension of what's most important right now.
It's a demonstration of how much Leon truly loves Stahn, and while it's maybe not something that has crossed his mind in as many words, he knows it nonetheless. Physical intimacy is something they stumbled upon together, which makes it easier for Leon to throw himself into it completely and totally, using it as a stand in for how incapable he is even now at saying that he loves Stahn.
And that's why his movements don't slow. That's why his hand seeks out those sweet spots and tender places, committing them to memory even as he does. That's why Leon's next kiss lingers, eyes sliding half-shut, lips pressed to Stahn's tenderly and lovingly instead of fiercely or with any sort of desperation--
Because he loves Stahn.
And right now, this is how he's found it's easier for him to show it: with a hand wrapped around Stahn, providing all of the friction that he needs to push him over the edge, with a hand exploring Stahn's body with enthusiasm and certain touches, and with his lips pressed ever-so-gently to Stahn's, lovingly.]