[in the end, stahn's idea of being in control isn't something forceful and demanding; even if it crossed his mind at first. even if the idea of a challenge pumped him up in that hot-blooded way... somehow, when it comes to leon, he can't bring himself to be that aggressive just yet.
not when he knows that leon has a hard time not being in control. he's here to keep leon's trust safe. to make him feel loved and wanted and desired. he can control the situation in his own way, but it's not doing to be demanding and forceful.
and maybe that's just the way it needs to be for them.
it's fine this way.
leon is subtle and inviting when he tilts his head, so stahn will break the kiss and start trailing his kisses elsewhere. he starts at the jaw, and then down the neck. but stahn doesn't stop there. instead of those soft, chaste kisses, these are a little more wet and possessive, lingering at times to lightly suck on the skin—it's probably a good thing leon wears so many turtlenecks, because some of those are definitely going to leave marks.
he's studying leon's body with his mouth rather than this hands, memorizing the traces of skin and stopping only when he can line leon's collar bone with kisses. his grip remains the mostly the same, increasing only slightly in pressure and pace, finding a slight rhythm with the way leon's hips move.
feeling leon's fingers on his back definitely makes him shudder and stall more than once, but stahn is relentless despite how gentle he is. if nothing else? he's definitely thorough.]
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not when he knows that leon has a hard time not being in control. he's here to keep leon's trust safe. to make him feel loved and wanted and desired. he can control the situation in his own way, but it's not doing to be demanding and forceful.
and maybe that's just the way it needs to be for them.
it's fine this way.
leon is subtle and inviting when he tilts his head, so stahn will break the kiss and start trailing his kisses elsewhere. he starts at the jaw, and then down the neck. but stahn doesn't stop there. instead of those soft, chaste kisses, these are a little more wet and possessive, lingering at times to lightly suck on the skin—it's probably a good thing leon wears so many turtlenecks, because some of those are definitely going to leave marks.
he's studying leon's body with his mouth rather than this hands, memorizing the traces of skin and stopping only when he can line leon's collar bone with kisses. his grip remains the mostly the same, increasing only slightly in pressure and pace, finding a slight rhythm with the way leon's hips move.
feeling leon's fingers on his back definitely makes him shudder and stall more than once, but stahn is relentless despite how gentle he is. if nothing else? he's definitely thorough.]