stahn's already gone over the edge twice this morning, and he seems to have done a good job providing the same for leon—and even though they haven't been awake long, stahn already feels like he could go back to sleep.
it's warm like this, and even with the sweat and other fluids, stahn feels content and at peace like this, with leon stroking his hair and tidying it a bit. but... he wants more, even still. stahn knows it's so selfish to want so much from leon, but he can't seem to help himself.
so rather than remain as he his, stahn shimmies up to rest his head more properly on leon's chest, careful with where his weight presses and he heaves out a quiet breath. he's satisfied too, and that's why he'll tilt his head to look at leon.]
...Was it okay? [he'll be the one to eventually break the silence. still, there's a comfortable, warm (and maybe slightly goofy) smile that remains on his lips. he knows the answer, but maybe he wants to hear it directly from leon's mouth.
—not that he can guarantee a completely honest answer, though he hopes for one. even a simple hum of acknowledgment would be fine, but he really wants to hear from leon that what he did was something that could make leon happy and satisfy him. honestly—well, honestly, stahn enjoyed it a lot. even to the end, he took no issue with his own actions.
it's not something stahn ever thought he would do; it's not something he even ever considered as a possibility. but he went with what his body wanted, what his heart wanted, and what it felt like leon wanted...
and the result is something stahn could sincerely see himself doing again.
and again.
and again.
because for leon, he feels pretty sure that he would do just about anything.
right now, he's going to stay here in this position, but he really and honestly feels like he could do that often. he wants to see those things again, leon looking so blissful and satisfied, squirming and writhing and groaning—every last bit of it. he wasn't sure he could love leon any more than he already did, but every experience draws out new sides of him that stahn can't help but to fall more in love with daily.]
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stahn's already gone over the edge twice this morning, and he seems to have done a good job providing the same for leon—and even though they haven't been awake long, stahn already feels like he could go back to sleep.
it's warm like this, and even with the sweat and other fluids, stahn feels content and at peace like this, with leon stroking his hair and tidying it a bit. but... he wants more, even still. stahn knows it's so selfish to want so much from leon, but he can't seem to help himself.
so rather than remain as he his, stahn shimmies up to rest his head more properly on leon's chest, careful with where his weight presses and he heaves out a quiet breath. he's satisfied too, and that's why he'll tilt his head to look at leon.]
...Was it okay? [he'll be the one to eventually break the silence. still, there's a comfortable, warm (and maybe slightly goofy) smile that remains on his lips. he knows the answer, but maybe he wants to hear it directly from leon's mouth.
—not that he can guarantee a completely honest answer, though he hopes for one. even a simple hum of acknowledgment would be fine, but he really wants to hear from leon that what he did was something that could make leon happy and satisfy him. honestly—well, honestly, stahn enjoyed it a lot. even to the end, he took no issue with his own actions.
it's not something stahn ever thought he would do; it's not something he even ever considered as a possibility. but he went with what his body wanted, what his heart wanted, and what it felt like leon wanted...
and the result is something stahn could sincerely see himself doing again.
and again.
and again.
because for leon, he feels pretty sure that he would do just about anything.
right now, he's going to stay here in this position, but he really and honestly feels like he could do that often. he wants to see those things again, leon looking so blissful and satisfied, squirming and writhing and groaning—every last bit of it. he wasn't sure he could love leon any more than he already did, but every experience draws out new sides of him that stahn can't help but to fall more in love with daily.]