[he mumbles it quietly into leon's chest, shifting slightly in order to nuzzle a little closer. any distance seems like it would be too much distance for him right now, and stahn is content to press him body as closely as he can to leon.
stahn knows all too well that this isn't the sort of thing either of them could have anticipated; his actions had been born from curiosity rather than intent. he wanted to learn leon's body and what made him happy, and he wanted to see if doing those sorts of things was... something they could do. he's learned now, and he's more than willing to do that again from start to finish for leon's sake—he enjoyed it to the end, even with the new, unfamiliar taste that still lingers on his tongue.
but he doesn't have these expectations of leon. he doesn't expect leon to be willing to do the same for him, especially when this is... only the second time they've really done anything intimate at all. he wants to make that much clear; he won't say no if it's something leon wants to do—admittedly, it sends a shiver down his spine to think of the positions being reversed with leon in such a lewd position—but it's not something he would force or expect.]
I don't... I don't expect anything like that. I wanted to do that, I... wanted to see if you would like it. [he's still murmuring the words into leon's chest; it's strangely embarrassing to try and directly address it aloud even after leon saw him in that state (and vice versa).] So... I just want you to do what you're okay with. I'm happy enough like that.
[and it's true. because even if the image floats in his mind of leon's mouth on him like that, he would never force that situation. he would never want to do anything that makes him uncomfortable or unhappy, and that's why even now, he still treads somewhat cautiously with helping leon adjust and dealing with his boundaries.
he's happy though, even just the suggestion makes him happy.]
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[he mumbles it quietly into leon's chest, shifting slightly in order to nuzzle a little closer. any distance seems like it would be too much distance for him right now, and stahn is content to press him body as closely as he can to leon.
stahn knows all too well that this isn't the sort of thing either of them could have anticipated; his actions had been born from curiosity rather than intent. he wanted to learn leon's body and what made him happy, and he wanted to see if doing those sorts of things was... something they could do. he's learned now, and he's more than willing to do that again from start to finish for leon's sake—he enjoyed it to the end, even with the new, unfamiliar taste that still lingers on his tongue.
but he doesn't have these expectations of leon. he doesn't expect leon to be willing to do the same for him, especially when this is... only the second time they've really done anything intimate at all. he wants to make that much clear; he won't say no if it's something leon wants to do—admittedly, it sends a shiver down his spine to think of the positions being reversed with leon in such a lewd position—but it's not something he would force or expect.]
I don't... I don't expect anything like that. I wanted to do that, I... wanted to see if you would like it. [he's still murmuring the words into leon's chest; it's strangely embarrassing to try and directly address it aloud even after leon saw him in that state (and vice versa).] So... I just want you to do what you're okay with. I'm happy enough like that.
[and it's true. because even if the image floats in his mind of leon's mouth on him like that, he would never force that situation. he would never want to do anything that makes him uncomfortable or unhappy, and that's why even now, he still treads somewhat cautiously with helping leon adjust and dealing with his boundaries.
he's happy though, even just the suggestion makes him happy.]