[this is difficult for stahn, because he knows he's not conveying his feelings right at all. so he pauses, drawing in a breath and steeling himself before he says what he feels.]
It doesn't feel personal...! It feels too... planned, like a mission if we talk about doing that and... before...
[yeah, he loses steam pretty quick because saying "preparing the desk just to have sex on it doesn't work for him at all.]
If we're going to... in a place like that... it would be because we want to, with each other. Like last night, and this morning too... [he's so red in the face right now.]
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[this is difficult for stahn, because he knows he's not conveying his feelings right at all. so he pauses, drawing in a breath and steeling himself before he says what he feels.]
It doesn't feel personal...! It feels too... planned, like a mission if we talk about doing that and... before...
[yeah, he loses steam pretty quick because saying "preparing the desk just to have sex on it doesn't work for him at all.]
If we're going to... in a place like that... it would be because we want to, with each other. Like last night, and this morning too... [he's so red in the face right now.]