[Judas dips his head again then, with the slights of nods and a sighed out--]
Yes.
[That's when he remembers Elraine's torment. That's when he remembers betraying them and drowning and dying there.
That's when it's hard to believe, sometimes, that he's still alive after experiencing being dead so many times. He doesn't really know what else to say--that's all he really has for explanation. That's why he froze up, and that's why he's struggling even now, for better or for worse.]
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Yes.
[That's when he remembers Elraine's torment. That's when he remembers betraying them and drowning and dying there.
That's when it's hard to believe, sometimes, that he's still alive after experiencing being dead so many times. He doesn't really know what else to say--that's all he really has for explanation. That's why he froze up, and that's why he's struggling even now, for better or for worse.]