[This is entirely what Leon wanted, and even if he had no idea that this was how Stahn was going to react, it's hardly something he's going to complain about. If anything, everything Stahn is doing is pushing the nearness of that fatality away. "Could have"s fade away fast in comparison to Stahn's arm around his waist and the intermingling of their breaths, hot, heavy and intense as neither of them lets up.
Everything he was frightened of has no choice but to fade away, because Stahn is solid and real when pressed up against him like this, and that's all Leon could have ever asked for.
When Stahn pauses, Leon, too, has to focus on just breathing, unsteadily and shuddering, the edge of the desk digging into Leon's back--which is honestly not that comfortable, and Leon shifts a little then, though he doesn't quite know how to fix that. And he's honestly not entirely too concerned with it, because of far greater importance is the face that they've been separated a moment too long (brief as that was), and Leon's not going to hesitate to lean up for another kiss, pressing his lips to Stahn's with thorough intent. Some of the desperation is fading away now, but the intensity and the eagerness remains, because now that they've opened these gates, well... it's not something Leon's prepared to give up either.]
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Everything he was frightened of has no choice but to fade away, because Stahn is solid and real when pressed up against him like this, and that's all Leon could have ever asked for.
When Stahn pauses, Leon, too, has to focus on just breathing, unsteadily and shuddering, the edge of the desk digging into Leon's back--which is honestly not that comfortable, and Leon shifts a little then, though he doesn't quite know how to fix that. And he's honestly not entirely too concerned with it, because of far greater importance is the face that they've been separated a moment too long (brief as that was), and Leon's not going to hesitate to lean up for another kiss, pressing his lips to Stahn's with thorough intent. Some of the desperation is fading away now, but the intensity and the eagerness remains, because now that they've opened these gates, well... it's not something Leon's prepared to give up either.]