[he's just digging himself deeper into this pit of embarrassment. if nothing else, he does draw in a breath to try and calm down as leon asks.
but he's also keeping his gaze away from leon's at the same time. he might actually explode if he does, because his creative imagination already pondered the idea of leon in a tuxedo.
...which was even more attractive than leon in a suit.
there are so many problems with this situation.]
If... you want to know, I can tell you. [since the implication is that leon isn't too fond of stahn making that choice for him. even if it's true, he doesn't think leon is going to want to hear it.
...but a lot of it really is just the fact that stahn has no idea how to talk about this and think it may be too soon or too much for either of them to really start thinking about or discussing.] But you can't get mad at me if you don't like it.
[yeah, he's putting a condition on this just to cover himself if leon ends up really balking at it.]
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but he's also keeping his gaze away from leon's at the same time. he might actually explode if he does, because his creative imagination already pondered the idea of leon in a tuxedo.
...which was even more attractive than leon in a suit.
there are so many problems with this situation.]
If... you want to know, I can tell you. [since the implication is that leon isn't too fond of stahn making that choice for him. even if it's true, he doesn't think leon is going to want to hear it.
...but a lot of it really is just the fact that stahn has no idea how to talk about this and think it may be too soon or too much for either of them to really start thinking about or discussing.] But you can't get mad at me if you don't like it.
[yeah, he's putting a condition on this just to cover himself if leon ends up really balking at it.]