[The tone shifts, but Leon finds he can't be regretful by how it does. It's warm, and so very sweet, and Leon leans into Stahn's kiss with an equally warm and loving response. These kisses are deep, and they linger, and there's just as much intent and want in them as there is warmth and caring, and this suits them both just fine, he thinks. It also gives him time to get control of himself just a bit more, as opposed to before when they were reacting almost entirely on desire and instinct.
Now, the movements Leon makes are completely deliberate.
He shifts his hand from Stahn's cheek down to cup the side of his neck, and with his other hand in Stahn's hair, he's able to hold his head in place gently as he returns the kiss and then starts another, all with the same tone as before.
The shift in atmosphere is so pronounced, but... it almost settles Leon even more. Even as his brain catches up with him, even as he properly realizes what it is they're trying to do, he realizes that he doesn't care. This is what he wants, and the way that Stahn so lovingly looks out for him and his needs only confirms it.
What else could he possibly need?
So he doesn't hesitate, and he doesn't shrink back, and he doesn't freeze up; instead, Leon slides his hand down Stahn's neck, fingers sliding beneath his turtleneck collar and along his collarbone, as much as he can with the shirt in his way, even as he pulls away from the kisses just long enough to breathe a respond. ]
This is what I want you to do.
[Exactly what Stahn's doing--that's what he wants. That's what he wants for sure, and now he knows it 100%]
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Now, the movements Leon makes are completely deliberate.
He shifts his hand from Stahn's cheek down to cup the side of his neck, and with his other hand in Stahn's hair, he's able to hold his head in place gently as he returns the kiss and then starts another, all with the same tone as before.
The shift in atmosphere is so pronounced, but... it almost settles Leon even more. Even as his brain catches up with him, even as he properly realizes what it is they're trying to do, he realizes that he doesn't care. This is what he wants, and the way that Stahn so lovingly looks out for him and his needs only confirms it.
What else could he possibly need?
So he doesn't hesitate, and he doesn't shrink back, and he doesn't freeze up; instead, Leon slides his hand down Stahn's neck, fingers sliding beneath his
turtleneckcollar and along his collarbone, as much as he can with the shirt in his way, even as he pulls away from the kisses just long enough to breathe a respond. ]This is what I want you to do.
[Exactly what Stahn's doing--that's what he wants. That's what he wants for sure, and now he knows it 100%]