[he's sheepish to admit it too, though. it's still definitely a bit difficult to speak about it so directly. even though they've now been some form of intimate, even though they've touched in the most personal of ways... it's hard to speak it aloud.
this is probably one of the first times it's easier to see that stahn's ears are as flushed as his cheeks—he can always feel it, but his hair does well to mask it, generally.]
I... I don't want to hold back too much with you. [which is to say that he wants more of leon. that he's wanted more of leon for a while...
it's a strange thing for stahn to admit, when he's always the one pegged as oblivious to these things. to others, it probably even seemed strange that he thinks of them at all—but stahn is normal and healthy, he has wants and needs too.
it just so happens that all of his needs are leon, and he's been really patient in waiting for them to both be completely ready.]
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[he's sheepish to admit it too, though. it's still definitely a bit difficult to speak about it so directly. even though they've now been some form of intimate, even though they've touched in the most personal of ways... it's hard to speak it aloud.
this is probably one of the first times it's easier to see that stahn's ears are as flushed as his cheeks—he can always feel it, but his hair does well to mask it, generally.]
I... I don't want to hold back too much with you. [which is to say that he wants more of leon. that he's wanted more of leon for a while...
it's a strange thing for stahn to admit, when he's always the one pegged as oblivious to these things. to others, it probably even seemed strange that he thinks of them at all—but stahn is normal and healthy, he has wants and needs too.
it just so happens that all of his needs are leon, and he's been really patient in waiting for them to both be completely ready.]