[stahn says quietly, and his tone is pure and sincere, despite the volume.]
For choosing me... Emilio. [he'll say after a moment. it's definitely very sentimental, but stahn can't really help what he feels.
he's very vulnerable in this position; he's completely exposed both physically and emotionally—and even though stahn is one to wear his heart on his sleeve, it really doesn't change the fact that his feelings about this run much deeper. even if stahn's not one to call himself a bumpkin aloud, he knows that his small town values and upbringing differ greatly from leon's.
and yet... leon is still with him. leon loves him, leon trusts him. leon feels these things enough to take intimate baths, to be completely exposed, to take their relationship in the direction of sex—it's a huge step.
it feels right to him too, and he knows without a doubt that he always wants to be by leon's side. so for leon to feel this way, for leon to want to keep moving forward together, figuring out the next steps and being so... happy...
stahn is grateful.]
...And for being able to smile like this. [because he's seen leon smile so much lately, and it means the world to him, it warms stahn's heart and it makes him swell because he knows that he's able to make leon's life better, he knows he's giving him reasons to smile and laugh and maybe view the world differently.
what more could he want? everything... everything he wants is right here in front of him, with a precious face cupped beneath his palms.]
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[stahn says quietly, and his tone is pure and sincere, despite the volume.]
For choosing me... Emilio. [he'll say after a moment. it's definitely very sentimental, but stahn can't really help what he feels.
he's very vulnerable in this position; he's completely exposed both physically and emotionally—and even though stahn is one to wear his heart on his sleeve, it really doesn't change the fact that his feelings about this run much deeper. even if stahn's not one to call himself a bumpkin aloud, he knows that his small town values and upbringing differ greatly from leon's.
and yet... leon is still with him. leon loves him, leon trusts him. leon feels these things enough to take intimate baths, to be completely exposed, to take their relationship in the direction of sex—it's a huge step.
it feels right to him too, and he knows without a doubt that he always wants to be by leon's side. so for leon to feel this way, for leon to want to keep moving forward together, figuring out the next steps and being so... happy...
stahn is grateful.]
...And for being able to smile like this. [because he's seen leon smile so much lately, and it means the world to him, it warms stahn's heart and it makes him swell because he knows that he's able to make leon's life better, he knows he's giving him reasons to smile and laugh and maybe view the world differently.
what more could he want? everything... everything he wants is right here in front of him, with a precious face cupped beneath his palms.]