Leon Magnus | Stahn Aileron | 071

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[this is a catch-all for boyfriends

here's a list

- ice cream ✓
- seasickness
- stahn sacrifice ✓
- reunion: judas ✓
- taming stahn's hair ✓
- piggyback rides ✓
- just imagine
- family dinner
- why is there pow hammer
- possessive leon
- apologies
- post-barbatos afterlife meeting
- AND MORE]

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[It's a bit like kicking a puppy, and Leon should by rights feel bad (in a way, he does feel a little bad, but he squashes that feeling under his metaphorical heel too), but it's not enough to stop him from stalking away a good few paces before that voice reaches him.

"Wait".

Why should he? He has no obligation; it would be so easy to just keep walking away, to make his way back and bury himself in their mission and focus only on that until he's out of the company of people like this, who make him think about things that are uncomfortable, who make him focus on things that he'd already thought would be easiest kept locked away.

Even so.

He waits. He doesn't turn around, but he halts in step.]

What.. I've already told you, this conversation is finished.

[So why does he keep listening to Stahn anyway?

Why can't he just walk away guiltlessly?]

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[there's a breath of relief that comes with the fact that leon still stops anyway. even though he doesn't have to, even though he claims to be finished with everything that just happened, he hasn't put a total stop to the conversation.

and that's undoubtedly a good thing.

also, it accounts for just one of the many reasons that stahn believes so much in him.

once again, his expression changes, brightening significant as he takes a few strides forward. he makes sure to position himself right in front of leon, holding out the stick for him. take it, friend!]

You get a free one when you win, so hold on to it! [he's not taking no for an answer here. after all, isn't less of a waste of gald when they end up getting a free ice cream out of it? it's the least stahn can do—little by little, he wants leon to see how much good there can be in other people, and that he can count on them when it really matters.]

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Wha--?

[He's taken off-guard, that much is obvious, and it takes him a moment too long to recover. After all of that, even after everything he said, Stahn is giving him...this? He should keep it for himself and get himself another ice cream, naturally. It isn't as though Stahn couldn't put another of those things away, as easily as he put away the first one.

And it's not as though he deserves it right now.

He stares at Stahn for a brief moment longer, the silence dragging on, and then slowly his fingers twitch, as though he's considering legitimately reaching for it.]

...Why are you giving me this? [He understands the concept behind a winner stick, naturally. He just doesn't understand why Stahn would give it to him.]

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Because I've already gotten to have ice cream twice.

[yes, his logic really and truly is this simple. sure, stahn could easily eat more; it's delicious and they haven't had supper yet, so his stomach has plenty of room to be filled. but it's just not that important to him, not in the least.

wouldn't it be selfish to have a third ice cream? leon had missed his chance last time, and this is stahn's effort to compensate for his own failing to keep a promise. the fact that he'd finished the one they just had (with that subdued enjoyment) is enough for stahn to know that giving him a chance to have another, maybe on his own time when he has the chance, is a good idea.]

We'll be even that way. There's no expiration on it either, I asked when I bought the other ones! So just hold on to it for another time. [this is just what friends do, okay. selfless gestures because they care for the other person. it's not like this is any sort of inconvenience to stahn—he wants leon to have it. if there's one thing that's true, it's that stahn is unfailing in his effort to make nice.]

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[Ah.... friendship logic. The logic appeals to him but he doesn't quite understand the friendship aspect of it, naturally. Sure, it's true that Stahn has already gotten to have more ice cream than Leon, but it's his winner stick, and he should use it.

Why should he even bother with what's fair or even?

And yet...he is, and Leon's sick of feeling like he's on the defensive and knows nothing. He's sick of feeling off-balance, which he has for this entire conversation. And... it's ice cream. The treat was a legitimate enjoyment out of everything, so surely if he eats it away from Stahn, where he won't have to deal with his knowing smile...

Then it should be fine. Leon huffs out vaguely, but it's more frustration at his lack of understanding the situation than anything, and then he reaches up with a quick movement to snag the offered stick.]

Fine. If you're set on making a fuss over this, then I'll take it.

[And not because he wants more ice cream, of course not...or because he doesn't want Stahn to make the kicked puppy face from before, not that either. Naturally.]

Now we're done here. [So he's going to just...skirt around Stahn to try to stalk off, because now it's definitely a bit of awkwardness on top of the irritation from before. He still doesn't understand why Stahn was so insistent on this being fair, but...now that he has that free ice cream stick in his hand, it's feels a bit too much like a promise.

Why did he take it? He's really not sure, but...for that reason, he won't throw it away, either. He may as well use it, he supposes--it'd be a waste, otherwise. That's...certainly the only reason. He won't think any more deeply on that.]