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you can't spell "alone" without "leon" ([personal profile] discard) wrote in [community profile] realpolitik2015-10-16 11:13 am

Leon Magnus | Stahn Aileron | 071



[this is a catch-all for boyfriends

here's a list

- ice cream ✓
- seasickness
- stahn sacrifice ✓
- reunion: judas ✓
- taming stahn's hair ✓
- piggyback rides ✓
- just imagine
- family dinner
- why is there pow hammer
- possessive leon
- apologies
- post-barbatos afterlife meeting
- AND MORE]
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[personal profile] majinken 2016-04-17 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
[and that satisfied nod seems to make it worthwhile in itself just to have asked. seeing leon with that expression is good—it does have some semblance of warmth to it, especially because he knows leon is only doing this for his sake.

for someone who can fuss so much and still continues to have a difficult time expressing himself pretty often, leon does a good job of doing little things like this that express how much he cares, since stahn knows well enough he wouldn't take time out of his morning routine to help just anyone out of the goodness of his heart.]


Got it... [he's just following instructions though. but even though it's been a peaceful sort of quiet, there's something he should say—there's an action to go along with it, but that'll have to wait.]

Thanks, Leon. [he can easily frame it as appreciation for helping him, but it's probably obvious that it's more the fact that leon is indulging him right now than anything else.]
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[personal profile] majinken 2016-04-17 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
[leon can make all those excuses to himself, but stahn isn't totally oblivious to the fact that it's intentional. he'll never call it out; he's fine with just embracing these moments quietly and then expressing his affections in different ways when the opportunity arrives.

there's a slight hitch to his breath though, likely more from the discomfort of the stretching than leon's touch (that's just a nice bonus). at least it's not bad enough for him to be unable to continue the conversation, which feels as subdued as this entire morning.]


No, but... it's not something you have to do, either. [he knows that. and he knows that the whole thing is probably just a little self-indulgent for the both of them.]

And you're a good teacher, too. [there's no lie here, either. leon's doing a good job with this and it makes stahn feel really at ease.]
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[personal profile] majinken 2016-04-17 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
Right.

[he continues to do as instructed, switching legs and following the same routine he'd done just moments earlier. really, it's just so impressive that leon does this every single day, and probably had for years. it's kind of exhausting and yet relaxing at the same time, which is a strange set of mixed feelings to have about it.

stahn's always been the type to just get up and go, even before a fight. which has definitely lead to discomfort that leon probably doesn't deal with so much simply because he does a routine like this.]


I think I'd keep you too busy that way. [he jokes; stahn knows there's a lot he wants to learn from leon still. there's definitely not enough time in the day for that. especially not for someone as busy as leon. but after a moment, he'll add something too.]

I'd want to do the same too though, if I had something to teach you. [but alas, all he can do is try to help leon open his mind a little and further expand his worldview... and to stahn, he doesn't see that as the same at all.]
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[personal profile] majinken 2016-04-17 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
[there's a small, inquisitive hum that comes from his mouth when leon initially starts to speak, but the words seem to die off, and whatever it was leon was going to say never seems to materialize.

...all stahn can do is assume that it's either not important, or maybe he was just imagining that there was really even something to be said at all. he doesn't think that's it though, but stahn doesn't ask either.

as curious as it is.

as much as he wants to know what's on leon's mind.

as much as he would like to know the things that he thinks about but never dares to even voice.

but stahn is still stahn, so even if he's gonna better at trying to pull things out from leon when he tries to bottle them up... he also still has a respect for boundaries. he recognizes that there is a time and place for it—and right now, he'd much rather embrace these peaceful moments than do something that could dredge up an argument.

so instead, he'll just focus on what's being done.]


...The butterfly? [simply spoken, "what's that?"

obvious as it probably should be, stahn has never heard of it.]
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[personal profile] majinken 2016-04-17 04:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[stahn's gaze follows leon as he moved into sitting position, and watches what he does. okay, that seems easy enough?]

Mm, I'll try it. [well, he gets the first part down easily enough. his hands clasp over his feet as the soles touch; it definitely looks a bit silly like this simply because he's not exactly svelte; it just makes his legs look a bit lankier than they actually are.

but it's fine. so far, so good—if it were just this much, he'd say he nailed it. but leon's instructions are for more than that.]


Get my legs flat.... [his brow furrows a bit as he looks down at his legs—it's almost like he's intensely concentrated on trying to actually do this. it doesn't seem like it would be too hard... until he actually tries it. he gets his legs about two-thirds of the way to the floor before it's obviously too much to go more than that, indicated by the slight wince.

this stuff is pretty tough, he can't get over that part.]
Edited 2016-04-17 16:54 (UTC)
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[personal profile] majinken 2016-04-17 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[maybe leon respects it, but stahn finds it a little frustrating. even if even kows that this is how it goes, that leon has had a lot of time to practice and get used to it... well, stahn just doesn't like feeling so incapable. the shreds of envy are pretty harmless though, since the most that really comes of it is a brief pout.

stahn looks back up after leon's closed his eyes and... well, he can't help hismelf but to watch for a moment. leon looks so peaceful this way, doing something that is so natural and comfortable for him. he's seen leon in a relaxed state plenty of times by now, but it still feels like a precious rarity when moments like this crop up.

of course, in getting caught like this, it means that stahn is relaxing a bit; his posture shifts to a more comfortable (and tired) hunch, and his legs seem to naturally return to a position that isn't taxing on his muscles, though he keeps the butterfly position otherwise. it's a moment stahn doesn't really want to disturb with the interruption of words, not when leon looks so peaceful in this moment.]
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[personal profile] majinken 2016-04-17 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm, I guess it's that time already...

[he does plan on keeping up with it, at least. teasing or not—leon is still right. he won't get better at things if he slacks off. and stahn knows he probably won't be able to get up early and do this with leon on most days (though it's tempting, even if he just goes back to sleep afterwards), he's diligent enough to keep up with it.

so he smiles and nods as he brings himself to his feet, taking a step closer to leon. maybe he needs to finish the rest of his morning routines to get ready for his day, but now that stahn is awake, he's not going to just let leon get away from him so easily. not that stahn will really hold him back or make him late...]


I won't let your lessons go to waste, Leon. [he says it with a grin and then...

well, naturally, he has to steal a kiss. it's short and chaste, and serves a dual-purpose as a thanks for his efforts and a "have a good day," because he knows that once leon steps away from him, it's all business until they retire to their room for the night. he feels comfortable enough to be able to do that much right now, though.]
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[personal profile] majinken 2016-04-18 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
Right.

[it's fine. even if stahn would like more than most things for leon to be able to stay there—to stay home so they could spend more time together and do something fun and simple—he knows it's just not possible. stahn can't take offense to leon stepping away, and he doesn't look put out by it.

he may enjoy his time with leon, but he's not that needy, after all.

instead, stahn himself takes a seat at the edge of the bed, leaning back and only propping himself up with his elbows. there's a 100% chance this is the start of him definitely going back to sleep for another hour or two, especially now that he feels pretty content about things.]


Go get ready. I don't want you to blame it on me if you end up running late. [it's stahn's turn to tease again (even if there's probably some truth to that, though he knows leon won't be running late), but it's also an easy out for leon to move on with his day. turning the temptation for leon down, something like that.]