realpolitik | Leon Magnus | Stahn Aileron

... Well.

[Leon pauses a little uncertainly, considering that. He's used to this, honestly--even if he wasn't used to the actions, he's somewhat used to the words, but if it makes Stahn uncomfortable...]

Would you prefer I avoid speaking of it in that way?

N... no.

[stahn shakes his head firmly at that.]

I... No. I want to be better at talking about these things too. [leon was constantly growing and improving when it comes to opening up. this is the first real wall stahn is hit, and even if he's embarrassed, he wants to be better for leon.]

[Hm... Leon wants to respect Stahn's boundaries as well, but... it's hard.

After all...he isn't sure just how much he can say or do here, or what would make Stahn comfortable or uncomfortable.]

If you are uncomfortable...it is fine to say so. I do not need to so desperately say these things that we cannot pause the conversation.

I know... [ultimately, he knows that leon doesn't want to make him uncomfortable.]

You don't need to hold back for me, though. It's just new, that's all... I'll be okay. [he lets out a weak, sheepish chuckle.] I guess it's just... easier to do those things than to talk about them for someone like me.

[Leon's silent for a long moment, considering that.

And then, a thoughtful expression crosses his face.]

I don't need to hold back...? You will tell me if I cross your boundaries, correct?

Oh... ye-yeah...

[why... is leon so thoughtful about this in particular?]

I would tell you... if it was really too much.

Hm.

[There's just a thoughtful hum at that--and then Leon leans forward to keep his lips close to Stahn's ear.

And then, a little huskily--]

Then it would be fine for me to mention that I would hardly mind attempting such a thing on the desk, despite what I have said. Though I must admit... [This isn't easy for him to talk about either, but in a way, he thinks that the more he talks about it...the more Stahn will get used to it.

Besides... it's honest.

And he feels the need to be that way more often. So in the guise of this... maybe it's a little easier.]

... I did like the way you looked beneath me earlier. I am not certain it would have the same impact on the desk... though perhaps being on the same level would have its merits as well.

[This is where we've come...this is where we are now.]

[well.

that is definitely not the response stahn expected at all.

it's bold and sexy and downright overwhelming to the point that stahn immediately flushes an even deeper shade of red; his ears and even his neck seem like they're flushing. his heart is racing, and he instinctively sputters a bit.]

Le...

Em...

Emilio...

[he doesn't even know what name to say here, and while he sounds a bit scandalized... he doesn't seem to be stopping leon, either.

because...

well, it's hot.

leon is being so honest with him about something intimate, about something they both had a hard time talking about until now, and that's a huge deal. he wants to... have sex on their desk.

he liked the way stahn looked when he was on top of him and bringing pleasure, and he's... considering how being evenly positioned would be like, and that's a lot more than stahn really considered, even though the thought of leon being in the reverse position with his mouth on stahn's dick comes to mind and...

okay.

stahn's bad at talking about this sort of thing, but there's no denying that he's obviously thinking about all of that now as all.]

[Stahn seems overwhelmed, but...he isn't stopping him. That's why Leon had asked before. To make certain that Stahn would know--

To stop him when he gets overwhelmed.

But he doesn't.

He doesn't stop him, and even if he doesn't respond beyond with his name... Leon's in too deep to stop now. He has to pursue this to the end, to see where it takes them... and hope that it is good for Stahn as well. Because Stahn has been doing so much for him this entire time. Pushing his boundaries gently, trying to get him to adapt, and making him so much happier and more content due to it.

Maybe now it's Leon's turn.

So he's going to continue, if more softly.]

I wonder... if you would appreciate the same view of me as I saw of you today. If seeing me like that... with my mouth-- [... with that. That, which even Leon can't bring himself to say--not yet.]

--if so, then that image is something I can give to you as well, in the future.

Perhaps that would be better there on the desk as well, or a chair--though I cannot say I'd be particularly fond of crouching on the ground. [But he's thinking on it even as he speaks, voice going a little hoarser as his throat goes dry.]

But then... perhaps I could be convinced. If that is something that you would like.

[this has gotten to be really unfair.

leon makes that suggestion so boldly and... the truth is the fact that he nails exactly what stahn is thinking. his instinct his to try and hide his face a little, though it's not because leon is saying those things.

he lets the wet strands of hair block his eyes, and his hand seeks out leon's forearm, squeezing it lightly.]

I...

[the part stahn needs to get over is the fact that saying it so boldly is hard for him. it's such a strange situation to be in, when just a while ago, he'd be the one adventurously exploring leon's body without much thought but wanting him to feel good. but these conversations have somehow brought out surprising difficulties thanks to the differences they've faced in terms of exposure.]

I want to see you that way too, but...

[there's something he needs to make just as clear about this.] Only... in a way you're happy with.

[he doesn't want to convince leon to do things for his sake. he wants leon to do things he's comfortable with, or feels he could be comfortable with... and he doesn't particularly want leon on the floor.

...on his knees.

...

does he?

....

(maybe the imagery is just as overwhelming, and that's why:)]

Th... that would be too much.

[... Honestly.

Leon's trying out his best dirty talk here and Stahn's going to go ahead and be all pure and precious on him. Leon blinks down at him at that, and then his expression softens.

Of course, even now, Stahn's concerned about his comfort, even when the suggestion came out of Leon's own mouth.

So instead of responding with more, he just leans over to press his lips gently and chastely to Stahn's, sighing.]

You are truly something else.

[So pure, so good, so kind and caring and warm.

Just when Leon thinks he's seen the limits of Stahn's care, he sees more. It's truly a little humbling.]

...Don't worry. For now, I am happy with this.

[somehow, that eases his tension a bit; stahn himself was definitely getting a bit worked up in how flustered he was over this whole situation. but then leon's expression changes, and his presses a chaste kiss to stahn's lips and he can feel all of that tension drain from his body.]

I just... Couldn't ask you to do something you didn't want to do. Even if...

[even if the image in his mind is incredibly attractive and he wouldn't particularly mind seeing it. but leon is telling him not to worry, so he just nods his head and looks at leon with that innocent sort of gaze.]

Mm. If you're happy with things... then it'll be okay. I'm... I'm okay.

[Even if Stahn would like it, that's what Leon's getting out of this. Leon hums thoughtfully to himself, nodding. He gets it, of course.

But he'll have to think on this himself.

What he wants to do to Stahn. What he wants Stahn to see and enjoy.

... For now, he'll go ahead and just brush Stahn's hair away from his face.]

I know. [Stahn's fine, just a little bothered.] Let's get out of the bath and see to breakfast. We've spent long enough this morning with this.

[#horny teens]

[it still manages to be some kind of comfort to him, the way leon brushes his hair away and treats him so kindly even when he's gotten so worked up over basically nothing.

his mind is filtering a bit away from the desires for now because he's been thoroughly overwhelmed, even if leon is doing his best to shift and make sure that he's okay with this. the roles are a bit reversed... and yet, that doesn't really feel bad, because he can see just how much leon cares about his wellbeing and making sure he's comfortable with things.]

Ah... yeah. We got carried away a few times, I guess... I don't think I can go much longer without breakfast now, ahaha...

[it's a bit of an awkward shift in topic, but it's still true.]

[A few times........ it's so.

God.

How have they come to this. It's Leon's turn to be embarrassed, clearing his throat vaguely before he shifts to wash his own hair out so they can get out of the bath.]

...Right. Let's go then.

[TO BREAKFAST...]

[apparently they're both doing good at this being embarrassed, but stahn doesn't seem to take nearly as much shame in how exposed he is when he moves to get out of the bath this time.

so at least there's progress on that front for sure, even if he's managed to get embarrassed about just.... about everything else at this point.]

[There is definitely some improvement happening here, and Leon's glad for it as well. He follows suit as soon as his own hair is rinsed out, climbing out of the tub and emptying it of its water so he can also get dried off and dressed.

It's... almost embarrassing to him how much of the morning has been spent in their room, even if it's still not technically that late.

So he'll... just be focused on that now.]

[that part doesn't bother stahn so much, especially because it's really not all that late in his book. but he moves a little more swiftly this time, in trying to get ready for the day in an effort to not repeat what happened the previous night.

...and of course, he's going to be clad in a turtleneck to hide that nice hickey leon left for him in the bath.

they've got this, really.]

[They've definitely got this.

And they'll emerge fresh and clean and both wearing turtlenecks when they finally go to breakfast, which is now more like brunch

And the staff doesn't say anything

But they Know.

They absolutely know.]

Leon Magnus | Stahn Aileron | 071

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