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[personal profile] fujimaru 2022-08-09 04:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's fine!!

Possibly more than fine, in ways Ritsuka is not letting herself think too deeply on, because the moment she does, she will fizzle out in embarrassment. As long as she just relies on instinct over thought, it will definitely be fine!

And the noise he makes is inspirational, to say the least. She wants to follow it as far as she can, so it takes very little encouragement for him for her to throw herself into it.

Which, for the moment, apparently means crowding him back a little, into the table. There are no convenient walls, and she's not willing yet to break the kiss to find one. This will just have to do. ]
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[personal profile] fujimaru 2022-08-10 06:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The more he allows her, the more she's willing to push. Ritsuka has always done her best responding to the energy she gets from the other person, so if Minato is willing to let her bully him like this, she's more than happy to keep pushing. It's just that she doesn't entirely know what she's doing, and instinct can only carry one so far.

But once she has him pressed up against the table, she does, very daringly, let her hands slide up, curling behind his neck. When she's allowed, she likes to be a tactile person, and it has possible that she has wanted to pet his hair for a while now. Just a little. She certainly makes a very pleased sound when she gets her fingers in it, giving the hair at his nape a small testing tug before she bites him again.

Sometimes you're the bullied, sometimes you're the bully. ]
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[personal profile] fujimaru 2022-08-16 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
Am I...?

[ It's not actually the first time she's ever been called that, though it's always been in a wildly different context. But even when it's someone praising her in a fight, it's not really a word she's ever associated with herself.

If he's going to say it, though, she might have to actually rethink her own impressions for herself. At least he doesn't seem to dislike it, which means she's only flustered, rather than trying to backpedal. There's a part of her that's deeply embarrassed about how skittish she feels, but also, this is all new for her! Surely she's allowed!

Her fingers flex a little in his hair, but she doesn't pull them out; if anything, she leans more of her weight against him. ]


I've never--uh--I've never even... I've only ever held someone's hand before...?
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[personal profile] fujimaru 2022-09-02 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ She grumbles, not quite whining, though she leans into the touch. She can't quite look him in the eye, because unfortunately that's just #tsunderelife, but she does like the contact. It's not wrong to say she might even be a little touch-starved, for all that she sometimes still shies away from it.

But after a few seconds, she glances at him again. ]


If you didn't, we'd probably have some problems...

[ It's the most lukewarm sort of complaint, the sort of thing that she's saying because it just sort of bubbles up, nearly an automatic response. ]

...but if you like it, then that's what I care about...
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[personal profile] fujimaru 2022-09-05 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Oh no. Oh no, danger, danger, she gave him that opening and she knows it. Her gaze immediately darts to the side again, though she doesn't pull away. If anything, she hitches herself a little closer. She just likes being close to him like this, no matter how embarrassed she is by his words. ]

That's... a pretty bold thing to say, you know. I can be a lot of trouble.
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[personal profile] fujimaru 2022-09-16 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
All sorts. The worst kind.

[ There's a pause that isn't quite startled, before she leans her head more into the touch. She's unfamiliar with most kinds of touch, and as it turns out, she likes when someone plays with her hair. ]

It's practically my job, getting in and out of trouble.
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guess who lost this notif

[personal profile] fujimaru 2022-10-06 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
What if it's a lot of trouble, not a little?

[ She's pretty halfhearted about the protest, though; she doesn't actually want to scare him off. The dilemma is that Ritsuka does, in fact, really want someone to stick with her no matter the situation, but she can't just accept things that easily. ]

Actually, it would definitely be a lot of trouble...
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[personal profile] fujimaru 2022-10-14 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
...Yeah.

[ In response to the tightening of his arms, she leans harder into him, pressing her face more against his shoulder, close to his throat. This is just comforting for her, and also something she almost never allows herself. ]

I've learned that the hard way. But I still worry about being a pain, you know?
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[personal profile] fujimaru 2022-10-19 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
Don't just say stuff like that...

[ She's still somewhat sulky about saying it, keeping herself tucked up as close to him as possible. It's a problem in her life, really, that the more sincere someone is, the more fussy she becomes.

But rather than pull away, she curls her fingers tighter in his shirt, letting out a long huffing breath. ]


...you deserve a lot, Minato-kun. So... so I'll do everything I can to give you that.
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[personal profile] fujimaru 2022-11-24 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
You're not ordinary to me.

[ That opens her up to having this turned on her, and she knows it, but also, she can't not say it. Even if he's already being embarrassing, saying that much. On some level, there's still a part of her that kind of wants to punch him and run, just out of sheer hair-trigger anxiety. Nice things don't happen to Ritsuka! Not very often, at least, and certainly not enough that she can settle gracefully into the feeling.

But it's just an impulse, a thought that flashes in her mind and is gone again. She doesn't actually want to run away, no matter what the lizard part of her brain is trying to tell her. ]


So... so if you don't tell me to stop, I won't. I'm pretty bad at giving up.
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[personal profile] fujimaru 2023-01-22 07:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Minato-kun, I'm worried about your tastes.

[ It's a joke, but it's also serious. Minato?? Please, you deserve a nicer girl than Ritsuka can really be.

But she's also unwilling to let go or pull back, so the complaining is mostly mumbled into his shoulder, her fingers flexing in his shirt. Even if she's saying that, she's still giving herself the permission to be greedy. Just for now. That's okay, right? ]


I'll kick your ass too. And then mine. We've gotta find you some nicer people to spoil you.