realpolitik | Leon Magnus | Stahn Aileron

[when Stahn sits up, Leon follows suit, vaguely tidying his hair out of habit more than anything else. But...it's making him think now. What Stahn said.

Usually he'd be up and about by now, even on days off. Usually....

But the staff hasn't come to knock.

They've been suspiciously absent, actually, and Leon is also realizing that they were not particularly quiet. But he is less pure than Stahn, and he also knows the staff better.

...what if they heard them.

What if that's what it was.

What if that's why they haven't come knocking.

Slowly, Leon's expression shifts from the satisfied contentment to something a little more pinched.

Ah.........

And he responds only vaguely.]

Yes...of course. I am sure breakfast will be fine...

[AAAAAAH]

[uh.

it's pretty hard for stahn not to notice the shift in his expression, especially not when it's followed by such a strange response. why... wouldn't breakfast be fine?

it's breakfast.]

Emilio... [yeah, he's still in that state where he's referring to leon by his true name. but his tone is less warm and... well, much more concerned.]

Is... something wrong? [why is he making that face? why is he responding like that? what changed all of a sudden?!

stahn's still not thinking anywhere near the way leon is, so he's completely puzzled and concerned that..] Are you hurt somewhere?

[He's not surprised Stahn is concerned, but he also has no intentions of sharing his worries. In this...it's not worth it to cause Stahn embarrassment and distress. Leon can handle it just fine, so there's no need for anything else.

Mostly though, Leon just wants stahn to be able to interact with them as he usually does, without concerns like these getting in the way.

So he's taking a breath, getting prepared to brush it off, when Stahn continues, and then Leon just furrows his brows.

What????]

What? Why would I be hurt? You didn't do anything harmful.

I... mm, yeah, but—

[okay, leon has a point there. he didn't really do anything that could hurt leon, and if he'd done something, they'd probably know by now.

but it doesn't stop stahn from fumbling over his words a bit—is he worrying for nothing? well, yes, probably. but he still seems a bit flustered by it, since something was clearly bothering leon.]

You looked... like something was bothering you.

...It's nothing.

[He'll just go ahead and offer that up immediately, shaking his head and managing a calmer expression.

He'll be fine.

Probably.

He'll just try not to think about it.]

Come on. [Leon just reaches up and with an almost teasing gesture, tugs at a strand of Stahn's hair that's in front of his face.]

Let's get cleaned up.

Oh... yeah.

[he brows are still a bit knit, even with the way leon teases and encourages him not to think about it, it's hard to shake. for that moment, leon looked so bothered... what was it?

even if he's already shrugged it off, something got to leon that he's not sharing and he's not really sure what to make of it, but he'll nod his head.]

I guess we do have a mess to clean up. [of course, this is all stupid because when the staff comes in to clean the room later, they're going to be able to smell it in the air.

but whatever, it's fine. it's not like stahn would even know that anyway.]

[Yeah, there's not really going to be any hiding what happened.

Especially because then Leon's going to get up and head towards the bathroom.

They can probably take a quick bath together, he thinks, if they don't waste too much time in there--

And then he looks in the mirror.

The marks Stahn left are clear and prominent, especially on Leon's already clear skin, and for a moment, he's not actually sure what to make of them, lips parted slightly in surprise as he blinks.

Ah....?????]

[a bath together is fine; after all they've done up to this point, including the bath the night before... it would be silly to be that shy about things now. there's nothing inherently lewd about it, after all. they need to clean up, and it saves time.

so stahn will follow him into the bathroom, stopping in the doorway while leon takes note of the markings in the mirror.

...which. well, stahn doesn't quite realize what he's looking at.]

...Emilio? [wow, it's like deja vu from three minutes ago.]

[Maybe if Stahn wouldn't do things that constantly break Leon's mind!!!

Still.

Leon's just quiet for a moment, staring at the hickeys that Stahn has left (because that's 100% what they are, he can't deny it in any way), before he just looks over at Stahn.

And.

So deadpan and dry--]

I suppose I shall have to make certain to wear high-collared shirts for the foreseeable future.

Eh—

[well, first of all, leon always wears high-collared shirts, so stahn isn't entirely sure what he's supposed to mean by that.

..until he actually notices the markings, and stahn instantly flushes when he realizes what he did.]

Ah... sorry... I guess I got carried away...

You certainly did.

[Leon's not here to lessen Stahn's embarrassment in any way, that's for sure--though from the look on his face, he's more amused than anything.

Seems he's still in a good mood from...well. The blowjob. Who wouldn't be, honestly?

So he's just setting to getting the water warm and ready and the bath prepared, even as he...gently teases Stahn some more.]

I wonder how I should feel that you were so intent on leaving a mark on me--your mark, that is.

[well, stahn's still a bit embarrassed by it, but at least he'll own up to his reasons.]

I... I wasn't thinking about it like that—! [he sputters a bit. okay... maybe he wasn't consciously thinking about it like that, but it was definitely a thing.]

I just... wanted you to feel good...

Is that so.

[Leon's lips quirk into a vaguely amused smirk.

But he doesn't say anything else. He'll let Stahn dwell on it as he finishes setting up the bath.]

[wow, this is so not fair. stahn is incredibly flustered by that reaction...

he can't just let that sit?

...which is exactly why leon's going to get a hug from the back and:]

I'm soooorryyyyy.... [he didn't mean to leave marks everywhere...]

[Stahn........it's okay......... it'll be okay....

Leon's quiet for another moment, stepping into the bath and settling there--taking Stahn's previous spot and making a place for Stahn by spreading his legs, mimicking the night before. He gets to have Stahn in his arms sometimes too, he refuses to not just because he's smaller.

And then he reaches a hand up towards Stahn.]

It isn't as though I'm angry, so calm down. [It's fine. Everything's fine.]

[the fact that he's smaller doesn't mean much to stahn; he knows that leon is strong and capable.

and of course, he's willing to take that hand and use it as a guide for getting into the bath, lowering himself into the water before shimmying close so he can leon against leon.]

Mm... I thought you might get angry about it... after seeing it.

... I might have.

[He'll admit that much, even as he slides his arms lightly and loosely around Stahn's waist, resting against him as well. It's comfortable like this.]

But even so, it is true that you were... [...well, trying to make him feel good.] ...Your intentions were relatively selfless, that is.

[so he can't be mad.]

[comfortable it is, and that's why stahn takes little issue in relaxing a bit this way. he feels so comfortable like this, even with the roles reversed from the night before—stahn feels absolutely secure and at ease while they're in this position.

he can feel leon leaning against him, and it's warm and assuring, especially when leon is being so assuring in his own way.]

Still... I'll be more careful next time. [he probably won't, because he'll be too caught in the moment to tink about it. but he means well in making that offer.

...and in making the next offer.] ...You can do the same, if you want. I won't be mad.

[yeah, he sure is giving leon freedom to leave hickeys wherever he wants and whenever.]

[He probably won't, and Leon knows it. Stahn is too passionate. When he gets wrapped up in things, he can't stop. It's one of the things Leon admires so much about him, so it's not like he'll ask him to change that.

Even though it also leads to hickeys.

Still...that offer makes Leon look more thoughtful than anything. An open-ended offer to do the same to Stahn, is it?

And honestly, he's not trying to start anything here. But he also does want to get even and take Stahn up on that offer. So he just manages a breathy:]

I see. Then if that is the case...

[He'll press his lips against Stahn's neck, gently at first and then with greater intent, sucking at the flesh there just as Stahn had for him before.

He thinks he deserves to leave at least one mark.]

[oh.

truthfully, stahn hadn't expected that leon would take him up on that offer immediately—though he's not going to complain about it.

his eyelids flutter closed, and stahn instinctively tilts his head in the opposite direction, allowing leon more space and freedom to do what he wants. stahn knows that leon's not trying to escalate the situation but... he can't help it. it still feels good, and he has little control over the breath he shudders out as a result. his hands seek leon, resting them on leon's forearms and squeezing lightly in encouragement.

this is fine.

leon could leave one mark. he could leave two or three. he could leave ten and stahn wouldn't be likely to complain about it.

at least for now, he manages to not make any more noise about it, as good as it feels.]

[He'll keep it at the one, because unlike some people, he has some self control (but only in this moment). When Leon's satisfied, he pulls back, inspecting the mark for a moment before he sighs and settles back more.

This is fine.

This position, what they've just done--everything is fine.

And he's honestly and sincerely satisfied and pleased in this moment, which leaves his voice quiet and content when he finally speaks, a little huskily.]

There. Now we have begun to be more equal in that respect.

Mm...

[stahn hums quietly, settling a bit more comfortably against leon; there's a smile on his lips and he just feels... warm. loved. comfortable.

(maybe still a little turned on, too.)]

That's how it should be, right? Equals... partners. [he hums again because that's how he sees it. even if one gains an advantage briefly, they're equals in this. neither of them has full control, and neither of them really needs it. he'd rather it be this way, where there's nobody with a distinct advantage.

they're in this together, after all, and their endeavors should be made to reflect that. but after a moment, stahn will laugh softly, recognizing what's been done.]

I guess we'll both have to cover up well for a few days now...

[Unlike Stahn, who was nice enough to show shame when Leon brought up the marks, Leon has none. He just hums under his breath, content and a little smug, and tucks his face into the crook of Stahn's neck.

He's smug to be sure.

But then, even if Stahn did get him back, being able to take Stahn apart like he did with his hands was a very satisfying experience after all.

And seeing Stahn splayed on the bed like that....]

I suppose we will. It is not so troublesome for me, but you shall have to watch when you are being shirtless.

Ah... ye... yeah...

[he hadn't really thought much about that; stahn's definitely much more prone to exposing his skin because it doesn't make him particularly uncomfortable... but like this, he can't do that.

he can feel his cheeks heating up a bit—it's kind of funny how that works. somehow, leon knows all the right things to say and do in order to actually embarrass stahn a bit, and he's not sure if it's because he's so sheltered or because leon just knows exactly what to say in order to rile him up.]

If anyone sees that... [it would be embarrassing. even if maybe it's to be expected that they're intimate when everyone knows at this point, it's still very personal to stahn.

there go those country bumpkin sensibilities again.]

I'll just have to be more careful...

[Well.

Stahn really is so pure sometimes, in direct contrast to... well, everything else. Leon snorts softly under his breath, relaxing in the warmth and comfort of the bath, and runs wet fingers through Stahn's hair idly. Yeah... time to start washing this mess of hair, honestly.]

If anyone sees these marks, there will be little doubt what they are from.

[Leon's suddenly able to be so calm and cool about it... but mostly because he knows his own will be totally covered up. That's the only reason.]

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